broken mannequins receipt

Broken Mannequin’s Receipt

Abused tears left home, hating the transition from a girl to a woman. To fast, to stern, overwhelmed.

I didn’t know what was happening. 

Such a little mind destroyed by the reek of sick obscure alcohol. My only hope laid there terrified eyed, paralyzed by the sharp brutal slap of his hand.

Looking ahead, I run, tripping over from shoe laces to heels. Tears wipe off as fast as time went by.

 Now alone in darkness no longer have a sense of sight. I hear honks, whistles of usual nights. Not running anymore but w a l k I n g.

 Shiver to feel as of a lifeless old newspaper article watering the sidewalks.

 I used to run as much as I did hoping.  Now that little one is gone, dead, just the thrown torn, recycled paper.

 I’m the article; you read but never know the real story. The article you tell your sister never to be. The one you feel pity for.

As I get into another driving vehicle of the past, I close my eyes till it’s over, becoming blind in heels, just another reader…

                                                                                    - $4.life

Dance workshop

Omg I love dance! i mean i always have but i enjoy it more . Matt made me come to realization when he told me and the group that if we wanted to go to dancing auditions, taht we needed to have some sort of expierence in ballae . I thought that it didnt matter. I dance hiphop, salsa and belly dancing on my own time and i thought that would be good enough but now  know that is'nt the case. Matt was very enthusiastic about the dances he did. I look up to him for that becuase , dancing can get very hard and sometimes you feel you want give up. In matts case hes always doing his best, so thats what my goal is for this week.

jim boni

Omg jim bonie's workshop these past two wensdays were amazing. At first i went in thinking it was going to be boring becuase I didnt hear to much about him from my friends at first. Then when we began to think of a very emotional times in our life and he put us in the emeotional state before reading something, I was already crying. I never felt something so breathe taking and real. It was very relaxing and joyful for me. So great, that i went home trying to do the same. That didnt trun out so well. I can't wait to do it again this week!