Sunday, November 28, 2010

24 hrs of darkness

The sun shines, i smile at it while it smiles with me all day. Beaming on top of me. Here to make me happy, I spin through the air. It heats the top of my heaf as if it held a kiss. I lay down on the prickly grass while the sun moves around me. To share my thoughts and my notes with it. Suddenly it starts to move  far away. Sunset is comming. It and i become sad. The sky begins to cry. I cry along with it. Please don't go. I'm not ready for you to escape. Was it my words, my meaning to the sun to serious  for it ? I couldn't ask i had to let go. I promised myself that i'd see it again. I sleep under the trees of sadness...waking up...Thinking its a dream...hoping. It was not what I strived for. I scream, I cry, the sky cries too. Its too dark to see of the sun is thinking about me , watching over me. No sun today. A hour goes by it felt like a day. I'd pant a flower where me and the sun connected the most hoping the sun will come out to make it grow, but no it just became darker each hour that went bvy. 3 days, 6 days, seven, ten 12. Why me ? why did the beautiful sunrise take my breathe away just to end so fast with sunset?..i planted 6 flowers, messages to sun to come out and play. I knew in the back of my mind it'l come out one day. I slept and slept. The stars tried to make me happy, tried to be my friend . I didn't want them. No! i wanted the sun. 18 hrs. 19,20 20, 20 days! WHY ME! Beggining to give up. I was oblivious to everything that surronded me. Flowers become old.. died. 24 hrs, didn't realize. Clouds aparted , didn't care. The sun was out,  my eyes were shut. I took a step outside. The sun greeted me ? Could this be a new beggining, a new sunrise for the world and me ? I smiled this time acting as if nothing happened. I couldn't help but think, maybe soon enough a subject- depressed will arise with it. 24 days for this 24 hrs of darknes...

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